Demon's Lover

you can't tell anybody. even your human love.
you gave yourself to him.
he help you, grant your wishes,
even those bad.
you feel powerful
you like it.
then you start to like him
love him.
but he will take you someday.
you want to be taken by him.
all night
all day he watches you
silently.
he is here for you.
you think you're smart.
but you know you're stupid.
he also know.
but no one talk about it.
you are still with him
and he is still with you.
because you sell yourself
for him.
and you like it.

autoportrait with friend

paper 54/87cm
two promarkers
watercolour pencils
black ballpen

36 days



inspiration:
-personal experience
-music:
Ibeyi - Faithful psoty.tumblr.com/search/ibeyi
Ibeyi - River                             - ll -
Asbjorn - Skywalker (Fourth Pseudo Vision) psoty.tumblr.com/search/asbjor…
Skrillex - First of the year www.youtube.com/watch?v=2cXDgF…
- Silencio's BL stories: 'Gabriel', 'Sunrise', 'Mgła'

IN ART FEATURE:
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ps: i started this drawing in 4 October last year... finally i finished it!